Paw-etry

...something i wrote a few days ago...thank God the tears have stopped falling =)


Falling Tears
-=icewulf=-

Little droplets
Of love and pain
Why do you trickle?
Why do you rain?

Falling tears
Why do you descend?
Why flood my cheeks?
Is this the end?

Love is lost.
No time to cry.
Please not now.
Must find out why.

Falling tears
Please, not yet.
Got a war to win,
A prize to get.

Little droplets
Of love and pain
Why do you trickle?
Why do you rain?

...I'm glad at present i'm "not home" anymore.


Back Home
-=icewulf=-

The darkness and the shadows,
My home, my refuge.
I left once empowered by inspiration.
Yet I returned with my soul lost in oblivion.
I left again with my path lighted by hope.
And again I returned with wings bound by delusion`s rope.
I left once more driven by faith
And now I return with my heart on a plate.

No matter how far I go,
No matter how hard I try,
No matter how fast I run,
Always, I come back and cry.

Eternal darkness must I embrace
For in the shadows is my place.
Forever lost shall I be
Till she comes back, loving me.

...i hope you don't but if you do, here's what i`ll say


I`ll Say
-=icewulf=-

You can ignore me,
You can set me aside.
Hide from me,
Make me search far and wide.

And after a tiresome search,
When I finally find you,
I`ll just say....
`I missed you.`

You can treat me like dirt,
Make every bone in me hurt.
Make me lower than low,
Douse my fire till nothing glows.

Then when you go through your trials
And find yourself alone in an isle.
I`ll stretch my broken arm and say....
`Let me help you.`

You can make me hope for naught,
And then leave me in distraught.
Make me believe in a promise,
Then leave me just before bliss.

But when you find yourself in disillusion,
Clouded by lies and thrown into confusion.
I`ll come and whisper in your ear....
`Fear not. I am here.`

You can treat me with disrespect.
Insult my being, heart, soul and intellect.
Cast me out of your life,
And clad my future with strife.

But when you`re at your lowest,
Rejected even by friends and family,
I`ll hug you tight and when you ask why I`ll say....
`I love you silly.`

Random Howl

Let Me
-=icewulf=-

Let me be your sword,
Let me be your shield.
Let me be the powers that you wield.

Let me be your smile,
Let me be your tears.
Let me be the one who takes away your fears.

Let me be your pillar,
Let me be your light.
Let me be your guide through the darkest night.

Let me be your voice,
Let me be your song.
Let me be the tune to which you sing along.

Let me be your dream tonight,
Let me be your charming knight.
Let me protect your soul of ivory white.

Let me be your morning rays,
Let me be your happy days.
Let me be the one who stays.

Random Howl

...goodnight!

Sleep Tight My Baby
-=icewulf=-

Sleep tight my baby, shed not a tear.
Tonight I`ll hold you tight and hold you near.
Sleep tight my baby, you need not fear.
Your Bitch will be watchin` so boogeyman stays clear.

Sleep tight my baby with a smile on your face.
I`d be right beside you watching over this place.
Sleep tight my baby with a smile in your heart.
Tonight, love and security to you I impart.

Sleep tight my baby, do sleep well.
For tonight I watch over you, your guardian angel.

Paw-etry

...fears, everyone has them...

I Fear
-=icewulf=-

Fear.
Four letters, one word.
Able to shed a simple tear.
Or strew discord.

Fear.
It grants and takes power.
I have my own shares of it
Which I'm cursed to shed and reap forever.

I fear my rage.
I fear the abyss of my subliminal self.
I fear the demons within me.
I fear the pandemonium I can so willingly set free.

I fear the voices in my head.
I fear my eternally tormented soul.
I fear the wrath of my inner whelp.
I fear myself.


I fear an empty future.
I fear an eternity of solitude.
I fear having no one beside me.
I fear being the lone wolf for an eternity.

I fear having no one to turn to.
I fear losing my grip on your heart.
I fear the day you`d say adieu.
I fear losing you.

Rage of the Wulf

...i hope you all get to read this and let it seep in really deep and understand it really well. I've had enough. It's your call.

Bring Me Down
-=icewulf=-

Silence.
They stir an angry mob but remain in silence.
Ah.
Another masterplan designed for their convenience.

Kudos.
I applaud you for your efforts.
Alas.
I look down upon you and your `skills` of sorts.

Motive.
What is it you seek?
Retribution.
Retribution for the meek?

Prophets.
False prophets you have become.
Pathetic.
What makes you think I`m what you are, caged and lonesome.

Delusions.
Still shooting at the stars?
Pitiful.
You will only end up counting your scars.

Remember,
I ignore your lashing and backstabbing.
However,
Every word you have sowed I`ve been noting.

Chaos.
I want it not, but don`t take me wrong.
Bedlam.
It`s what I`m known for. My song.

Secrets.
Ah, you can try and keep them.
Wisdom.
That`s my weapon of choice `till I sing your requiem.


Hide.
Disguise yourselves, you`re getting good at it.
Seek.
I need not seek. I see right through your feat.

Run.
If you`re smart enough you should know.
Fate.
Your fates have sealed your lives accursed, I avow.

Finger.
Not a finger need I lift.
Smiter.
He shall take you down. He shall deliver my gift.

Farewell.
Maybe this is farewell, once friends.
See.
Let`s see what happens when I`m done and all this ends.

Paw-etry

...to the bastard from the bitch. :)

Terms of Endearment
-=icewulf=-

Bitch!
Bastard!
Oh my,
For the love of God!

Bitch! You didn't listen!
I told you not to make me fall!
You are my bestfriend,
Can't believe you did this to me at all!

Bastard! I never promised!
And that's because I knew.
I was already falling.
Don't tell me you didn't notice it too?!

Bitch! Now I'm in love!
See what you've done?!
I'm supposed to be a cynic!
Not someone else's "hun! "

Bastard! Well so am I!
Head over heels as a matter of fact!
And I was supposed to be cold,
Not quick to react!

Bitch!
Bastard!
I love you, take care of my heart, PLEASE.
I love you too, I PROMISE, now gimme a kiss.

Paw-etry

...di inaasahan...NGUNIT...


Ngunit
-=icewulf=-

Minsan ay di inaasahang nakita,
At siya ay aking naaalala.
Minsan ay saglit ko siyang nakausap,
At siya ay aking hinanap-hanap.
Minsan siya`y aking napapanaginipan,
At muling nakita ngiti niyang ginintuan.
Minsan ay pinalaso ako ni kupido,
Ngunit bago pa man ay nahulog na ang aking puso.

Paw-etry

...at least we know what's REALLY going on.


Kasi Naman
-=icewulf=-

Kasi naman ang daming nakikidawdaw.
Kasi naman di naman alam ang nasasaklaw.
Kasi naman di na diretsohin.
Kasi naman hindi baga kausapin.
Kasi naman di alam ang nangyayari.
Kasi naman ang daming "nagmamayari."

Kasi naman hayaan na lang.
Kasi naman di pagbigyan, pagkatiwalaan.
Kasi naman di alam ang tunay na kalagayan.
kasi naman di alam ang tunay na kaganapan.
Kasi naman nakikiusap na.
Kasi naman ngayon lang, pagbigyan na.

Kasi naman nahulog ang loob.
Kasi naman nagbago nang totoo.
Kasi naman tunay na nagmamahal.
Kasi naman tunay na pinagtambal.

Paw-etry

...my way of saying thanks to one amazing lady...i love you.

The New Me
-=icewulf=-

Harlem nights.
Prize for catfights.
Flirts galore.
Knocking on doors.

Guns, goons, gold.
Picturesque "bold".
The legend.
Scythe of the end.

That WAS me.
But now I see.
Alternatives.
Your love and bliss.

I have learned.
My back has turned.
Love expressed.
Demons suppressed.

No more lies.
No wails and cries.
Past is passed.
Now hold me fast.

A new vision.
Big decision.
I chose light.
I chose to fight.

I chose love.
Trust Him, above.
I go straight.
Carry my own weight.

Bye I say.
To my old ways.
Decision
A new reason.

I chose you.
Choose to be true.
The new me.
Thank you baby.

Paw-etry

Overwhelmed
-=icewulf=-

I know I love you
And I know you love me too,
But you just blew me away..
What else could I say!

Thanks for the sincerity,
I felt it a lot
Thanks for the honesty,
I will forget it not!

How sweet of you to love me the way you do
I'm so blessed to be loved by someone so true.
Worry not I will be patient and flexible
I will do my best to be both sensitive and sensible.
I will love you every day as if tomorrow will never come
I will cherish you to the fullest...and then some!
Know how much I am grateful that you came into my life.
Know that I'm sincere when I say `I wish you`d be my wife.`

As for your concerns, be not afraid.
Your requests are heard and shall be done and made.
Worry not of my character, I shall be true.
Worry not of my thoughts, they're all about you.
When you need something of me, you need not ask..
I will have already thought of it and completed the task.
Service to you my queen is my utmost priority.
Just as well is your comfort, peace of mind and security.
To be understanding at all times is one of my goals.
To be there when you smile and when you cry,
To be your punching bag when you're in the coals.