Spoke with a friend early this morning...she cried over the phone.
She always had this secret crush on her bestfriend but she never let him know. For years know she just admired him from afar, hoping somehow someday he would notice her in a different....more romantic way. Alas he never did though he kept her close to his heart. She was his bestfriend, his confidant, his shoulder to cry on. And she has been ever vigilant and responsible as such while secretly harboring this silent crush.
Today though it seemed like she's about ready to give up hoping that he would ever see her as anything more than a best friend, so she called to just let it all out. I felt for her, also I felt blessed enough for not being in the same predicament, though the situation is something not entirely unknown to me.
Till now i hear her cringing voice...and as if I were an empath, I could almost feel what she feels...here's a lil' something to let it all out.
Hope you feel better soon!
Maybe
-rey
Maybe it's time I stopped dreaming
Of the time you would ask me to stay,
Look me in the eye, ask me why
I just keep falling for you this way.
Maybe it's just not meant to be
Waking up with you right by my side,
Holding your hand each night and day
Feeling the warmth of your love inside
Maybe I should stop loving you
Though it grows deeper each passing day.
I should just stop hurting myself
Stop hoping your heart would look my way.
Maybe it's time that I moved on
Though I know I'll never be the same.
But know that even though I've gone
In my heart you will always remain.
